| im kinda glad i dont get to many people looking at my xanga its just i kno evryonr feels like the world is trying to get them but honestly its not trying for me i think it finally succeded. my sis is like out of my life or close to it my parents are fighting again and my dad is drinking and not to mention the dispute between me and erica he has feelings for 2 people and if you kno me and erica pretty good you kno who the other guy is otherwise it dont matter to you. but im scared cuase i have so much fellings for her i treated her so great i tryed my best but it wasnt good enough. ( it never is ) but the werid thing is,is that the other guy told me sumthin and i smiled and i thought i would totally hate him but i dont hes cool and erica i love her no matter wat she just needs to be happy. but i feel like shit.i just hope her desiction is for the better (me) not saying andrew isnt a good choice but i want us to stay together
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| i dont get people sometime but i do find that when i feel like shit anyone can make it worse by doing, saying or anyway just to make me more mad today was shitty |
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| do u ever feel wonderful and great but then when u figure out that ur life is it feels sumthing bad is hapening becuase i have that feeling now
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| i dont kno wats goin on this month. evry thing jus feels wierd i meen i want to hang out and be with erica but i think she needs to spend more time with her friends. like saturday i said she should hang out with bre and then i could just go and skate but im not sure if she wants to. then amy's party i can most likely go but the only way i can is if i ride home with her dad alone i just think its woerd that i would do that. and im kinda sick of her not telling me evrything becuase i didnt kno she was staying at amy's and i would need a ride home. so i probably wont go. also its the weekend of my birth day and idk its all fucked up and i feel like its my fault. |
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| i dont get anyone today everyone is confuzing today sucks so much ass nobody in the would is gonna have one at the end of the day |
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